to begin with

so... it's been forver since i opened tis blog and havn't written anything so far... however, what might seem like pure laziness isn't but an ovrpowering feeling of my own lack of importance and a kind of shame before the idea of exposing myself. This writing public diaries (as if there were any other kind)... anyway, a good friend pointed out recently the importance of such exposure and even more, the ethical implications of it. i (as anyone will tell you) am all for ethics and so, here i am. exposed.